Friday, July 10, 2026

Chapter 2: The Current Scene (Bhaktimati Usha Bahenji's Birth Anniversary:30th July,2026)

Revered Usha Bahenji was born on 30th of July, 1925. The political scene was not particularly comforting at that time. The British were ruling India since long. Mahatma Gandhi, Pandit Jawaharlal Nehru, Gopal Krishna Gokhale and other national leaders were doing intense propaganda and satyagraha against British Rule. In Punjab, initially Lala Hardyal and later Lala Lajpat Rai, Bhagat Singh and Sukhdev were working towards independence. The common people of Punjab had not yet forgotten the carnage at Jallianwala Bagh.

 
The Gandhian Era

The era was considered to be overly Gandhian. The ideals of non-cooperation and non-violence which he upheld were admired by everyone. They were confronted at some places but due to the absence of any other alternative, Mahatma Gandhi became the leader of both moderates and extremists in the political arena.

Shri Manmohanji (Ushaji's father) was a staunch nationalist. Burning foreign goods, opposing and non-cooperating with the British Sarkar was deeply-rooted in him. With the passage of time this mindset had a certain impact on Bahenji's life.

There was a sense of antagonism against some conventional norms on the social front but an increased aversion could be seen now due to the influence of western civilization. Several dignitaries had joined hands with the British for their self-interest. Those well-versed in the English language began to weigh Hindu social customs, religion, customs and tradition on the scale of reasoning. This sparked off social and religious movements.


The Brahmo Samaj

The Brahmo Samaj was involved in doing away with social malpractices and stopping Hindus from converting to Christianity. Its founders raised the slogan, 'Head towards the Vedas' and termed other religions to be baseless and hypocritical.

A Great Leader of the Samaj

There was propaganda of Prarthana Samaj in Maharashtra, which payed attention to the backward classes. The Dayal Singh Trust spread this concept in Punjab.


Shri Ramakrishna Paramahamsa & Vivekananada

The Ramakrishna Movement had begun in Bengal. Shri Ramakrishna Paramahamsa considered all religions as genuine. He believed in idol worship as the means of leading to the all powerful Supreme Being. Practicing sadhana of tantric, vaishnava and advaita, he soon became renowned as Paramahamsa.

Shri Vivekananda adopted his teachings. He argued that how could a certain religion which can not wipe a widow's tears and is unable to provide food to an orphan, be worthy of acceptance? The state of nirvikalpa samadhi of Paramahamsaji was imbibed by Swami Brahmananda (Rakhal) and Nag ji.This religion also aimed at reforming society.

The theosophical society was formed by western scholars particularly impressed by Indian culture. A German lady had laid its foundation. Its followers professed to achieve knowledge of God by spiritual ecstasy, direct intuition or special individual relations. They believed in the concept of previous birth and karma and were inspired by sankhya philosophy and the Upanishads.

Mrs Annie Besant

Mrs.Annie Besant abandoned Christianity and became well-versed with Indian culture. The founder of this society Madame Blavatski's strength was occult and not spirituality. However, Annie Besant became a Hindu and under her this movement led to a awakening in India. She lay the foundation of Central Hindu College affiliated to the Banaras Hindu University.

Indian culture and religion had such a great influence in all spheres that religious sentiments intensified even on opposition.The bhakti wave was at its crest in the 15th century.

Shri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu

Nimbarkacharya Maharaj had contributed in his own way to make religious devotion easily accessible for us. Shri Ramanujacharya had brought about invaluable change by propagating religion in the south.Mahaprabhu Vallabhacharya spread Krishna worship in entire India and most of his followers were from Gujarat and Rajasthan. Shri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, chief exponent of the Gaudiya Vaishnava Movement in eastern India, surfaced with Krishna worship in Bengal. Several saints like Tulsidas and Kabir were born to propagate religion. To worship in the Vrindavana Rasa were Haridasji, Harivanshji and Goswami Vithalnthji. Surdasji as well as the asthachhap poets, Roopji, Sanatanji and Jeev Goswamiji composed several works on Krishna.


Saint Tukaram

The Alvars or Tamil Bhakti saints, had already begun the mass bhakti movement in the south. Devotees are certainly aware of Andal, a 10th century Tamil poet, revered as the only woman Alvar (saint) of Vaishnavism. Lord Vitthalnath enraptured great saints like Tukaram and Eknath in Maharashstra. Mira, a bhakti poet-saint and Rajput princess, whose disdain for her royal husband was more than matched by her love for Krishna, impacted the entire world. In the north Shri Guru Nanakji and other gurus called upon devotees to engage in worship through the word of God (Naam-japna).


Hindu Saint Poet Sant Surdas

A series of bhaktas-saints came to Vraja and began propagating religious devotion. Several religious texts were composed. Jayadeva's, 'Gita Govinda,' written in perfect and flawless classical Sanskrit, was the climax of romantic love poetry. At this end, the poetry of Chandidas, Shri Billavmangalji's 'Shri Krishna-Karnamrit' and Vidyapati's poems were truly inspiring. On the other front ashtachhaap and bhakti poets Surdas and Nand Das worked on the  widespread development of Krishna worship.


Swami Shri Haridas

Shri Vyasdevacharya ji's, Swami Haridasji and Harvanshji's compilation of padas became available. Shri Druvdas ji and his uncle Vrindavandas ji and several devotees wrote their experiences and published them. Shri Roop ji, Jeev ji, Prabodha Nand Saraswati and Vishwanath Chakravarti created many religious texts. In the meantime compositions like Shri Krishna-Karnamrit, Sur Sagar, Shri Radha-Sudhanidi, Vrindavan Shatak as well as Lalit-Madhav were penned and published.



Hanuman Prasad Poddar & Shri Radha Baba



Vrindavan remained the centre of all these sampradayas and consequently its importance escalated. Society was impressed by the gushing bhakti wave and voluminous repertoire of poetry.The next generation of bhaktas had Swami Ramteerth, Ramakrishna Paramhamsa, Vivekanandji, Udiya Baba, Gwariya Baba, Anandamayi Ma, Hari Baba, Gangeshwar Anand ji, Sharnanand ji, Hanuman Prasadji Poddar and Chakradhar Baba. The essence of that bhakti era invaded our hearts and is steeping us in the bhakti bhava even today.



Bhaktimati Usha Bahenji

Several great saints remained hidden from the public eye because of their unaffected simple lifestyle. Those with a pure heart were influenced by their persona. Ushaji was one such saint, also affected by the current scene but her disposition was independent. The sacredness apparent in her devotional practices, experiences and conduct inflamed the desire of the individuated soul for union with God. Her religious devotion did not violate the shastras but was free from the restraints and reasoning of the scriptures. 


.Those whom God accepts because of His loving tenderness come into contact with such saintly personages. They lead us to our ultimate destination which is union with Krishna. Bhava was sacrosanct for Ushaji. Bhava is understood as love flowing towards the Lord. 


Dark-hued Krishna is Waiting for Us

Spreading out both His arms Krishna is standing, waiting for us. Shyam Sunder is inviting us.The same dark-hued radiant Krishna, standing beneath a kadamba tree on the banks of the Yamuna, is gazing at us in astonishment from the thicket in front, waiting for us.

Thursday, July 9, 2026

Chapter 1: Heading Towards Krishna's Madhurya (Pujya Usha Bahenji's Birth Anniversary:30th July,2026)

Madhurya, the Watchword of Shringara Bhakti

Consciousness is the essence of all living beings like birds and bees, trees and creepers. But in humans it has a slightly different identity as it is suffused with love, for which we must be grateful to the Supreme Being. Man is indebted to God for this particular concern of His but oblivious of how to go about expressing it.

On accepting that Krishna's hungering devotees are passionately drawn towards His madhurya, the watchword of bhakti shringara, a certain spirituality that can only arise by indulging in love, takes us to the very heart of the prema of Radha and Krishna. When Krishna bursts forth into our hearts, affecting all with a mysterious and sometimes terrifying rush of love, why should we wander in the jungles of knowledge and not roam in the garden of religious devotion instead.



Enraptured Cowherdesses Drawn by Krishna

The world of shringara rasa is not inaccessible. With mischief and spontaneity, tenderness and teasing, we find the dark-skinned Cowherd frolicking in the forested regions, market places, banks of the Yamuna and glades of Vraja where He plays the flute. The enraptured gopis, representing souls in search of salvation, long for their teasing, elusive and insistent paramour. If a bit of His secret or sudden love invades our hearts, life is filled with inspiration and delight.

The resonances of the gopikas' hungry for fulfillment of their love, is heard in the hearts of rasikas and bhaktas even as of today. Krishna is hungry too and is conceptualized as the god in need, as the ardent but often faithless Lover of the love-struck soul.

With His spirited antics Shyam Sundar placed the burden on one such sakhi Ushaji of His nij parikar (inner circle of attendants) who was very dear to Him. She was entrusted with the task of bringing us close to dark-hued Krishna.

You have also been a close sakhi of His but have forgotten this fact. By smarana, a concentrated internal practice of imaginative recollection by living through the countless legends of the playful dalliance of Radha and Krishna, you will be privileged to witness the sole Purusha, Krishna who is the divine exemplar and the Supreme Lover.



Bhaktimati Usha Bahenji

 Bhaktimati Usha Bahenji, the epitome of infinite love, came to alert us of the surrounding oblivion and gave it direction by bringing alive the concept of bhakti shringara. Above all, self-assured and dignified she was to show us the path of union with the Divine. No one could truly understand her.

An absolutely simple personality,she remained an unsolved enigma and distributed religious devotion with a generous hand. Several seekers could attain the ultimate reality because of her. The rush of shringara rasa made her a paradigm of the perennial quest of mankind for a divine and transcendental love, in accordance with the shastras.



Shri Shyama-Shyam

Playing her part, Ushaji of Vraja withdrew herself and returned from where she had come because she was much needed there. The high ideals she expounded during her lifespan are certainly worth adopting. She unveiled the cascading sweet prema of Shyama-Shyam. Usha Bahenji's ardent longing for the rasa-laden love of Krishna was pacified in the proximity and closeness of that very Krishna, the Supreme Lover.

By ecstatic and evocative expressions of love she steeped everyone in the Supreme Lover's rasa suffused with madhurya.

Sunday, July 5, 2026

Braj Vaibhav Ki Apoorv Shri Bhaktimati Usha Bahenji (pujya Bobo's Birth Anniversary:30th July,2026)


Usha Bahenji



Vijay ji pays Shraddhanjali to Bhaktimati Usha Bahenji

The metaphorical search of the impassioned soul for union with Lord Krishna is centered within earthly Vrindavana or perhaps that region in the heart wherein god is ultimately found. The truth revealed in ancient scriptures by Valmiki and Vyasadeva to help the seeker's quest for Krishna is not easily accepted by us in the new millennium.

Ardent devotees have been born from time to time in the history of Krishna worship. The lives of bhaktas, their perspectives, thoughts, voice as expressed in the thousands of padas in common daily and festive use, stutis, stotras and sermons, throw light on the prestigious Vaishnava world and simultaneously inflame the desire of the individuated soul for union with god.

Dark-hued Krishna, the Cowherd

The energy, joyous abandon and love of rasikas is known to passionately draw Krishna, the beautiful dark-skinned cowherd, to Vrindavana, hungry for the fulflilment of His love. The very foundation of a religion of union is that the individual, partial and manifest self must ultimately be joined with the universal, whole and un-manifest Self.

Devotion to Lord Krishna is the pride of Vraja. For us in the Indian tradition shringara rasa is considered the peak of human emotions, taking us to the very heart of the love of Radha and Krishna. Clearly bhakti shringara or a certain spirituality that can arise only by indulging in love sees the prema of Shyama-Shyam and the gopis (considered kaya vyuhas or replications of Shri Radha) as transcendental love of the highest order. Attaining the constant, clearly evident kripa or grace of Radha-Krishna there is no need for any other medium to become one with the divine. 


The Pivotal Concept of Madhurya, Defines the Love of Krishna

'In Braj Vaibhav Ki Apoorv Shri Bhaktimati Usha Bahenji' the pivotal concept of madhurya which defines the love of Krishna and is an important Vaishnava concept of shringara bhakti evolves. He richly shares madhurya with Ushaji His hungering devotee and it unfolds in idyllic Vrindavana Krishna is the repository of madhurya and Bobo is seen to be equally tender in expressing and experiencing her love for Krishna. Whether it is in the pleasure of belonging or the pathos of longing, participating in the innocent lilas of Krishna or being charmed by His flute, she in equal measure reflects the madhurya of Krishna.

She becomes a paradigm of the perennial quest of mankind for a divine and transcendental love. This intense attraction to Vrindavana is apparent in Bobo as she was fondly called. Bhaktimati Shri Usha Bahenji lived in Vrindavana for over half a century, inspiring educated youth to live lives of celibacy and tapa. Shunning self-publicity, she led a life of stern simplicity and attained great heights of spiritual realization. The readers will gain in-depth spiritual faith by simply reading this book.



Sanatan Dharma Mandir, Ambala Cantt

Ushaji was born in the city of Ambala on 30th of July, 1925. Her parents Shri Manamohan and Syama brought her up with loving care. Educated in a reputed school, she went on to take up the job of teaching and subsequently became principal of Sanatan Dharma School in the city. But these felicities did not bind her down to Ambala. Right from the start she intensely felt as if she belonged to Vrindavana and she was born elsewhere as a matter of chance.

In the course of passionately being drawn to Vrindavan an interesting incident took place on 30th July 1954, on her thirtieth birthday. While she was pondering over the meaning of nila parivestita, a saintly figure dropped in all of a sudden, uttering jaya jaya radhika madhava, creating a peculiar vibration in the room. On being asked the siddha mystically replied that he was Charan Sakha (friend of the feet) and that he lived at Kusuma Sarovara in Vraja where Uddhava also lived. It was by the bidding of Lord Krishna that he had come to Ambala.


Shri Vrindavan

He narrated various lilas or divine plays of Lord Krishna and kept them spell-bound. He visited Ushaji's house for years and his mystic revelations had a tremendous impact on her. Deciding to leave for her chosen destination Vrindavan permanently on 17th November,1959, Ushaji left behind her parents, friends, students institution and job. She soon became a paradigm of the seeker for ultimate reality.


We will be coming out with the English version of 'Braj Vaibhab Ki Apoorv Shri Bhaktimati Usha Bahenji (Poojya Bobo)' on this site. Her seva to Thakurji or the Lord's svarupa makes her assume a particular relationship with the Lord. She attends selflessly without expectation of rewards to the needs of Thakurji, the living presence of Lord Krishna, and develops an all-consuming intimacy with Him soon enough.



Shri Bobo ji's Yugal Sarkar

 Her devotional practices require the devotee to savour the shringara rasa of Radha by smarana, a concentrated internal practice of imaginative recollection, by living through the countless legends of the playful dalliance of Radha and Krishna. For both the bhakta and the rasika, madhurya is the key to understanding and celebrating the love of Radha and Krishna and in so doing get a glimpse of one's transcendent self. As madhurya translates into ananda comes the realization that everyone is ultimately a nayika searching for Krishna and worshippers come to find the god within themselves.