True knowledge  (understanding of the identity of the self with the ultimate Brahman)  is the harbinger of tenderness,  modesty and contentment. Usually  rivers do not drink their own water and trees do not savour their own  fruits. Their lifespan is for the service of others and the same holds  true of saints. These eminent personages do not long for prestige and  jealousy does not exist in their lives. Not concerned about worldly  fame they work for the well-being of others. Firstly, they are not embroiled in any controversy and withdraw, on sensing any such  issue. 
India Gains Independence
Such an incident  cropped up in Bahen ji's life but being self-effacing she moved away  from the scene. Though she basically led a spiritual life she had to  conscientiously do several tasks. India had become independent and thus  she was  mentally engaged in patriotism and work of the Congress.  On the other end she had won great acclaim in the field of poetry. Rivalry invariably creeps in when there is competition between  two stalwarts in one domain.
A grown-up   daughter of another family in Ambala Cantonment, I would not like to  name her, was very fond of writing poetry. Undoubtedly  she wrote well but there was no comparison to Bahen ji's compositions. 
Shri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu
It has been seen  that recognition eludes those who pursue it while blessing those who  are least interested in it. Bahen ji's verses, sensitivity of feeling and sentiments were spontaneous  and moving.Her fame gnawed at them and led to the family becoming  envious of her. Soon after,Bahen ji came to know of the scene and could not tolerate their plight due to her. The  way Chaitanya Mahaprabhu had thrown his nyaya granth into the billowing waves of Maa Jahnavi,  Bahenji resigned from  her societal designations.In any case she  had  left the chairmanship of Congress and was absorbed in attending  to Thakurji.
"She  will go overseas and get exceptional fame there,"Shri Keshav Anand,a competent pandit, had predicted on seeing her horoscope.
 It was likely  that she would travel abroad in her political career.
Several Congress  workers who were Bahen ji's colleagues have held important posts in the state and  central government.The astrologer had affirmed that if she did not go  to foreign lands then she would spend her life as an accomplished  saint steeped in exclusive devotion. That is precisely what happened;  sacrificing fame she lived as a stoic which was extremely tough in the  fast- paced temporal plane.
Lord Jagannath, Baladeva & Subhadra
She had revealed after darshan  of Lord Jagannath in Jagannath Puri and a dip in the ocean that the possibility of going  overseas had been fulfilled by sighting the ocean.
Shri Thakur  Seva
Wheras bhakti is considered superior to knowledge, the upasna  of Lord Ram and Lord Krishna has been accepted as the chief mode of  devotion. The svarupa, individual idol, we serve with dedication becomes a living presence.The enigmatic blue-hued Krishna manifests and has a living divine presence right  there (In seva the devotee attends selflessly, without expectation of  reward, to the needs of the Lord, and glorifies Him by assuming a particular  relationship with Him.)
Shri Bhaktmal
Seva is one of the twenty-four religious  observances propagated by Shri Nabha ji the composer of 'Bhaktmal'. Shastras  and Puranas have also endorsed this mode of worship. When we are absorbed  in service it transforms into love invading our hearts. Making us aware  of the handsome god's presence it developes into an all-consuming intimacy with Krishna.  And soon after, we relish His ardently passionate conversation, contact  and, and ...
After her resignation, It so happened, that Usha Bahen ji's daadi (paternal grand mother)passed away. She had already taken over serving Thakurji during her grand mother's infirm state. Now she gleefully accepted the entire  regime of service with a certain freshness. Right from waking up Thakurji, doing His  shringar, offering bhog, singing His  glories and shayan, putting Him to sleep, Bobo had the good fortune  of attending to all His needs.Her father and sisters  would take over at times when she had to foray out for work.
Shri Usha Bahenji Takes Over Seva of Shri Radha-Krishna, the Family's Yugal Sarkar
 No one had the  competence to fathom her seva bhava. Not merely a duty, it involved  her mind, tugged her heart  and entrusted the soul while the body  obediently followed the system. Time passed by in pampering and doting  on Thakurji. The wealth of her life Radha-Krishna, the Yugal Sundar, would  grant a new lease of life with their sweet gestures and passionate assurances  when she went around, doing her duties and teaching at school.
Shri Sushila Bahen i,a close friend, would often help out with the seva.
" What do you people keep doing  for so long?" sometimes her father would intervene 
But no one can imagine the connection between the loving tenderness  of a woman and adorable Radha-Krishna, since a woman's love for her  Lord or husband is the only greatest possible love.
Saints Easily Reach the State of Oneness with Lord Krishna
So steeped in the  love of Krishna are their hearts and so pure are their thoughts, that  while others may only aspire to reach the state of oneness with the  Lord, these simple saints have already attained it. After Sushila Bahen ji's  venturing to Ambala again, the joy of seva which Usha ji was relishing by herself escalated further.                      







 
 
 
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