premadam
ca
me
kamadam
ca
me
,
vedanam ca me vaibhavam ca me |
jivanam ca me jivitam ca me ,
daivatam ca me deva na 'param ||104||
vedanam ca me vaibhavam ca me |
jivanam ca me jivitam ca me ,
daivatam ca me deva na 'param ||104||
Simple
Meaning:
Krishna, the Worshipful Deity
O
Lord! You alone are my worshipful Deity. There' s nobody else for me.
You are the giver of love, the fulfiller of desires. You alone are the
giver of knowledge, my power and wealth, my life force, my very life.
The
Rasa-laden Commentary:
Raslila Vihari Krishna
Dark-hued Krishna, sporting with gopis in the Rasa Lila, is addressed as
the
harbinger of good fortune in the three worlds in the previous shloka.
Here Billavmangal ji is calling that very form of Krishna as His sole
means and end.
Rasik Shekhar Svarupa of Krishna
O
Lord, engrossed in the Rasa Lila, You alone are my isht dev, my
favourite deity. Truly worthy of being served with religious
devotion, the sole site of refuge. This sweet romantic dalliance of
Yours is my treasured wish. By propitiating You, everybody's service
and worship is brought to a successful conclusion. You are all that I
have. I have no other favourite deity apart from this youthful Rasik
Shekhar svarupa of Yours!
Krishna, the Darling Son of Nanda & Yashoda
premadam
ca
You
are the embodiment of prema, bestowing love on living beings. You
granted love to Shri Nand and Yashoda in your Lila Vihari form,
delighted and welcomed gopas and gopis with Your divine prema. The
trees and creepers, birds and animals, all of them have been
gratified on receiving this love, they have been thrilled. Your are
the distributor of selfless prema.
Shri Rasa Panchadhyayi
kamadam
ca
me\
You
are the fulfiller of all our
desires, yearnings and longings. On being associated with You, even
primary lust is called love.
It
has been stated in the Rasa Panchadhyayi:
kāmaṁ
krodhaṁ bhayaṁ sneham aikyaṁ sauhṛdam eva ca
nityaṁ
harau vidadhato yānti tan-mayatāṁ hi te
Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam
(10.29.15)
The
word kāma means lusty desire, bhaya means fear, and krodha means
anger. If one approaches Kṛṣṇa, his life becomes successful
somehow or the other. The gopīs approach Kṛṣṇa with
passionate desire which appears like mundane lust but is the zenith
of spiritual awareness in actuality. All our doshas
that is flaws become virtues when we offer them to Krishna.
The Pathos of Longing for Krishna
Shri
Billavmangal ji says that the Supreme Lover is responsible for the
pain in his heart, the pathos of longing and the joy of belonging
arise out of pure love for Krishna.
"You
bestow the anguish of separation from You. Even the pathos one
experiences before meeting You is sweet. Everything about You is
sweet."
Krishna Knows the True Nature of Our Being
vedanam
ca
You
are the one who knows the real nature of my being, with which one can
attain You.
vaibhavam
ca
me
You
are my power, my wealth. Bestowing the wealth of prema, You are the
sole essence of my existence.
I
do not want worldly wealth. Your youth, ineffable beauty,charm, your
passionate glance, they are my might, grant them to me, adorn me with
this wealth. May I be drenched with Your love, and intoxicated by
Your beauteous form. You are the wealth of my knowledge and bhakti,
delight me by these attributes of Yours.
Krishna, the Very Essence of My Life
jivanam
ca me
You
are the very essence of my life, my vital force. My heart beats
because of You. You are the basis of my life. You are the treasure
trove of my great good fortune.
Ras Khan, the Poet Devotee of Lord Krishna
'pran
vahi ju rahain rijhi vapar, roop vahi jihin vahi rijhayo.
bain
vahi unakau gun gai, au kan vahi un bain son sani.
hath
vahi un gat sarain, aru pai vahi ju vahi anujani॥
jan
vahi un pranake sng, au man vahi ju karai manamani.
tyon
rasakhani vahi rasakhani, ju hai rasakhani, so hai rasakhani॥'
It roughly translates as:
'Your
vitality is real when God is pleased with it. Words which sing His
glorious praises, ears which listen to these words.
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